Do you know what it feels like..?

LSS  mehn. sorry. haha

There are 8 billion people in this world.

8 billion lives are changing and you're the one I need. - the ballad of, hale.

-a very nice song. kilig.hee.

I am very happy these days. isn't it quite weird? last time I was miserable and now I am blissful.

well i guess, life is just like that. One day you're crying and suddenly the next day, you're already laughing. weird.

It's kaon's birthday yesterday. hee. wala lang. happy, happy birthday, kaon. I really want to see you soon. I miss you bigtime. You don't know how much you make me happy and you don't know how special you are to me.

what's the sense of this? kaon won't able to read this anyway.hahaha

Since classes have been suspended for 2 days, our mid terms will be moved. tsk tsk. shit.

emo-tional.

Maybe I'll quit smoking.

I just tried it 2 weeks ago and found out that it tasted good. so good.

can I resist? oh well, i need to stop it. it's not good daw.

I'm depressed today. emptiness strikes again.  I can make other people happy, but why can't I make myself happy as well?

woo. i think i need to smoke. you have cigarettes? can i have one?! haha. joke.

I'm tired of my life. have you ever felt that? when nothing seems to be exciting. I want adventures, I want thrills.

I want to runaway, dance the night away, and forget about this damn shit feeling.

hey. look at my warning label.

From Go-Quiz.com

hahaha. patama amp.

July 21

we went in eastwood last week for tiny, jillian and clarisse's triple blow out celebration.

well, i'm with the kids. it's not that fun when you're with a group of people who's younger than you. pero xmpre kailangan makisama.

we eat, sing along, drink, smoke and dance. hahaha

I enjoyed the sing along sessions as well as the bar hopping experience.

july 27

some things are bothering me now. I have so many plans in my mind. There are so many things that i want to do.

I was thinking of joining the taekwondo training in AC. wala lang. I just wanted to continue what i've started in ateneo 2 yrs ago. i'm supposed to be in yellow belt na sana if i took the promotion test.tsk. sayang db? but it's quite hassle for me. trainings are up to 7:30pm. tpos uuwi pa ko. hello. makati is very far from commonwelath. how's that?

I think, i really need to live in a dormitory or any house that is near in makati area. I swear. i'm starting to burn out. i'm starting to feel stress, and pressure. plus, the mid-terms are coming.tsk.ang hirap.haay

i hope next semester, matuloy na talaga.

10 minutes of over joy.*edited

I passed the ACT(Assumption Community Theater.) audition but decided not to get it. stupid right?  I don't think i can manage college and theater as of now. sobrang naghihinayang ako. unang una pa ko sa list. pero I need to do this. I have a big passion for theater, we all know that. But this time, college life is my priority. I'll try my luck next school year. I really hope by that time, I can manage na.

grabe. I visited bridget knina. god. I miss the school, the crowd, and the students. super. I've seen my closest batch mates there. pa baba pa lang ako, salubong na sila. God. i super missed them.  we were so noisy. we kept on shouting tlga. it's as if we haven't seen each other for a year. It was super fun. I stayed there for 10 minutes. I can say that i've become super mega happy for 10 minutes.  

i would never regret studying in bridget for seven yrs. I can truly say that it was the best years of my life. especially high school. high school will always be the happiest years of a student. i swear.

10 minutes is a very short time. But that 10 minutes of staying there made me the happiest person in the world. How i wish i can turn back time to high school.

by the way, ms Lastierre told me that i'm getting prettier daw. hahaha

Got a henna tattoo, had picture taking with Dino Imperial, Brent javier and the other cute guy. I forgot his name. hee.

They are all HOT. especially Dino. I can't even breathe after the picture taking with him. god.

just view my multiply for the pictures. http://www.pinkpunkprincess.multiply.com

I was able to visit DK yesterday. God, I miss them. I miss them so much.  I'm glad i spent my saturday with them. This club made me a better person. and I won't forget that. I will always look back to where i came from. Dk will always be my 2nd family.